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Owner ; Z.Xiaoqiang
24 April 1992 and where are my presents?
Not schooling & going back D;.
Single&Unavailable.
Smoking is my life & slacking is my hobbby .
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Stay or kindly fcuk off

You're On Your Way
You guys are irreplaceable ;D
Russell KangWei Jintai Derrick Ahboi Angela Sharon Eunice Clarabelle Siyi QianJin Jasmin


AhCaaaaat Angelina Chermin Davita Debera Evo Finn HuiMin Huiling Huixian Jesslyn JolynnH Jody Madeline MC Hong Mickey Nelly Nico Peifen Shernice Sheryl ShirleyK TeckChai Thida Tingting Valerie Zhixiu

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Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 10:15 PM
Edit-ed By Xiaoqiang =]


Edit-ed By Xiaoqiang =]


went out with junyang and daniel to vivocity after school =D
go daniel to change ...
then meet junyang ...
together take bus to vivo city =]
meet starboi, stargirl , malek and xiaobai =D
xiaobai cut new hair style HAHA ...
then go slack slack , eat eat ...
then junyang see two chio bu O.O
daniel call starboi help him take number =x
but tio rejected ba? maybe cos got ugly me there with junyang ba =D
after went bugis walk walk , see see and eat dinner ...
then around 11 plus reach home =D home sweet home ...
bath , brush teeth and use computer awhile then sleep =D
Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 9:03 PM
AHJO! ♥
why u always keep saying urself useless =[
but u are not at all!
i felt more useless than u are !
u know why? coz u are clever and alot of things better than me !
i think i not fit for u at all =[ i ugly , i stopid , i useless and alot things so lousy !

AHJO!♥
i love you for who u are ok?
i dun care what others say coz i just love you and i want be with u ! =[
i want u be my last girlfriend if can ?
i want to last long with you if can ?
i will never leave u at all!

AHJO!♥
so please stop saying u are useless coz u are not at all!
i scared i not fit for you =[
i believe you and ur words =D
i will never try to dump you and not to flirt ok? =D
all i wan is YOU =D

AHJO!♥
I LOVE YOU!~~~~
I NEED YOU!!~~~~
I WANT YOU!!!~~~~
DUN LEAVE ME CAN ?
YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART DO YOU KNOW THAT ? ~~~~~
MINE HEARTS ONLI HAVE YOU ! =D
I REALLY DO LOVE YOU!
believe me? =D
@ 7:36 PM
today so boring =x
but today is the best day of every week =D
coz dun have the subjects that is boring de ! HAHA =]
after school went out with kangwei , marcus and kenneth to find friends ...
help kenneth do POA de coz do before =D smart rite =x I SO BHB
then went chinatown zzz dun lik go there dunno why ...
meet friends at subway lor ...
no money eat! but kangwei buy we share hehe thanks bro =D
after that kangwei and marcus go vivo find friends so left me and kenneth onli with our friends...
SOON i walk to tanjong pagar and take mrt home ...
on the bus , got this two secondary fat couples damn irritating LA!
especially the girl zzz she say i skinny and ugly =[
I KNOW I UGLY AND USELESS ... but she just say lik that i heard till so sad and angry!!!
i carry pink bag i know i look gay but I AM NOT ! anyway going change the bag soon ....
coz dun lik it =x anyway nice bag to buy .... thinking ... HAHA!
sorry Ahjo i always misunderstood it =x I LOVE YOU =D


A Vid for all to enjoy =D
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 8:32 PM
Here is A new vid again =] but not so good quality =x


AHJO! finally came back from camp this morning =]
Miss her so much when she is away =[
But at night got sms her hehe =x
3 Days 2 Nights pass by so fast =D
first time she ask me is my love for her got faded or not =x
mine love for you nv fade at all =D
but i think u got =[ just got this feeling .... hope its not true hais ...
sorry for the blog things ...
first time ppl spam u , when u write all those ...
i too ugly and useless for u liao =[
i know i should not say this to make u angry
but i just feel this way ...
u say u useless but i think is me =D
hais but i just know one thing and that is .....
I
LOVE
YOU♥
&
YOU
ARE
ALWAYS
AND
THE
ONLY
ONE
IN
MY
HEART♥

And that will not change at all =D♥

Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 7:28 PM
Here Is Another Vid for u Readers to enjoy =x



AHJO! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
U going to camp tmr morning already =[
today last day to sms u ...
hais when u at camp, i gonna miss you lots !
have fun during camp ok?
its fun for me but dunno if it will be fun for u or not =x
enjoy urself there and takecare OK? =D

I promise when u at camp i will not flirt de =D
i will wait for u come back de !
later u forget me liao hehe =X
3 days 2 night =] gonna miss u lik hell =[

Last day today , still bully me hais ...
but its ok =] for u lik very fun lik that de =x
For me its was not fun at all =[
i online u offline...
i sms u , u no reply ...
then i waited for many hours for ur reply =[
u know how much i miss you or not ! hais ...
HAHA =D now talking to u liao
happy happy happy =x
At camp must takecare ok?
dun injured urself =] if nt i heart pain ♥

Last thing to say...
I
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
YOU
&
I
Care
For
You!!!

With Lots Of ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥=D

Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 11:58 PM
HERE is a new vid of me =] haha play play onli =]
ENJOY! =x
@ 12:23 PM

wednesday went to watch this show =] hais dun think its nice ? haha cos quite simple and not much effects? basically i dun lik it =X

so many days have pass by and u told me to forget u ... i try and now we just friends? haha that what u always wanted me to do =D but Angelina remember send me the pics ok? thanks =D and have fun with ur friends ... i now happy with what i have now and need to study already !! mid year comin haha must jiayou jiayou =] CA1 fail 2 hais sad =[ but i will study better haha =D

Here is a vid for all readers to enjoy =D i not inside hehe =D
Monday, March 16, 2009 @ 2:03 PM
Can someone teach me how to forget her =[
my minds all over her hais i just cannot forget her ...
she is lik so important to me and i lose her already ...
i thought i can overcome it but now i realise i just cannot =[
i just wish how i feel now ...
i crying out hais i know a guy should not cry but i just cannot hold it anymore already ...
all the memories i had with you was hard to forget ...
i need you i really do but i know it will not happen at all ...
i really regret saying all that ...
if time can be rewind i onli want to spent my time with u onli ...
u are so important to me ...
i really want to say that i still love you alot and i still care you ...
but i know u will not believe it ...
cos my yesterday sms let u thought i a flirt ...
but i not ...
i just jealous that my 'friends' can go out with u ...
but i cannot now anymore ...
i know now u just hate me???
I LOVE YOU =[
I NEED YOU =[
why does it have to be lik this !!!!!! ='[
you are lik my everything u know that ...
losing you really lik losing something important to me =[
i really miss the times when i call u baby =[
i miss ur hugs =[ ur kisses =[ ur love for me =[
i dunno what to say anymore ...
heart aching hais i really need you =[
is it possible if i want you back???
@ 10:53 AM
Singapore Shuffle Meet Up was so fun =] haha yesterday went vivo to shuffle ... its lik so many ppl haha all very pro de so i must train train train more hehe i still a noob =[

my heart ache when writing this =[ hais i want say sorry to angelina about yesterday .. hope u are not angry with me thanks =] anyway now u and i go different ways already ... at first i admit i was jealous but i also cannot do anything and i sorry ... from yesterday onwards we are lik strangers already and u can go do what u want ba ... lik u say steading with me also lik no use cos i always pei my gans but that not true at all . when i was with u , u are always the first in my heart u know that ? i bet u dun think that way ba maybe ur friends are far more important than me ? i wanted to last long with u and i thought u can be my last girlfriend but why does this always had to happen de =[ u sometimes got feeling then sometimes no feeling ... i really dunno how to do sia =[ i love you and i care about u but i think u just want me not to care and love u since u no more feeling so that why i say i better also dun sms , talk with u ... sorry to disturb u yesterday... i sorry for the past and i really sorry for it ... from today onwards we are just strangers ba? that what u wanted always ... bye...


Here is a vid for all the enjoy...
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 7:03 PM
hais 2nd day without u =[ everytime when i saw u i always trying to avoid or pretending not to see u... everytime when i see u i will heart pain and started thinking about u ... so i try not to see till u hais anyway it is all over lik u say ... i really sorry for the past i feel guilty and sad ... i look happy outside but inside i crying alots =[

tmr going camp already =] thursday to saturday -- 3 days 2 nights =] dun miss me my friends ... haha just kidding ... going camp so i not going to post already byebye haha but will post when come back de =D

HERE IS A VID FOR U ALL TO ENJOY =D
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 11:09 PM
Pink Panther&Joker
@ 11:09 PM
@ 10:38 PM
current mood = very sad , felt very useless , feel lik not existing in this world =[ staying in this world is lik no meaning to live already ... i do not have the reason to carry on ... last time i happy with u and the times we being together but now its all over ='[ all i wan to say that i realli need u in my life but u had no more feelings for me =[ what else can i do? Love Cannot Be Forced =[

after school went meet kangwei, marcus , russell , kenneth , nich , hongsheng as i with mickey and angelina walk ther ... she leg injured so walk quite slow but did not want her to walk fast cos dun wan she injured her leg so we walk slowly to the mrt ... then after that we took mrt to orchard ... marcus , nich and hongsheng cutting hair so we walk till the hair shop lor... but later angelina was angry with me and the sad thing came ='[ she told mickey everything and mickey told me also ... when i heard what mickey i was shock and sad then i ask angelina and she say no feeling ... ='[[[[ i almost cry out but i bear it ... then angelina went down herself so we went down soon ... then something bad happen zz the mental problem de STEVEN LIM!!!!!!!!!!! came to her and ask her sign contract? and take pics? take vids? lucky mickey and us follow and they onli take pic lor hais if we did not follow i really dunno what will happen =[


i still care for her and i still love her ... i dun wan anything happened to her at all hais =[ i was so angry that STEVEN LIM ask her to take vids and pics lor ... i felt lik whacking him but they call me dun and i just cannot bear with it ... i keep punching the mirror with my right hand then after they talk finish i was super duper angry and i fiercely punch the mirror very hard... my hand was swollen =[ i really dun wan anything to happen to her at all =[[[ i really wan to say that i still love you hais but cannot =[ u already had no feelings for me ...


soon cheryl quek , cheryl chan and atiqah came find us so we walk around and i no mood ... but still talk to them .. angelina and mickey left first ... then after that we went buy friendship band to tie on our leg ... thanks guys for being with me when i was sad =[ after that we went marcus home with onli cheryl chan and quek , kangwei and hongsheng haha we play TRUE OR DARE =x althought i may look happy outside but in my heart i crying always ....


today is my most miserable day of my life ='[ cry cry cry =[ heart broke into million of pieces but what done is already done =[ now we onli friends and i still love you .... i always do and i want do last long with u but things just dun go the way i want =[ regreting the way i treated u hais afterall i a useless bf =[[
Sunday, March 8, 2009 @ 3:50 PM
yesterday T.B.E meeting =D haha 2pm should be at Tampines mrt de but i left late so reach ther about 2.30? haha then at mrt saw malek =] stargurl , malek and me waited for qingyew,oon oon , ken and daniel to come lor so after we went tampines mall de to do our shirt lor =] haha then after that everything is complete and next week then we take our shirt ! so expensive haha $45 ! omgg i bankrupt after paying the shirt =[

after that we go to vivo and meeet guo liang , guo jing , starboi and one more guy =x dunno how spell his name haha =] shuffle here shuffle there .... then went other place to find THA//Terence haha =] anyway Happy Birthday ar =] then shuffle again ... but very sianz haha then around 9 we left cos alot ppl niid go home =] we took mrt and we take a vid in the mrt o.O almost kena caught by the person =X haha after we got out at Chinatown cos the person saw us and we quickly run out haha ! then we took vids again ! =] then after we go home .... home sweet home =D



T.B.E Meet up =]

BABY! i miss u lots =[ aiyo u sick already hais must takecare urself okok? i love you lots lots =] drink lots of water and rest alot okok? =D
@ 3:16 PM


Kenneth thinking what to buy ?
Kangwei helping him choose =]
Thursday ! =] haha quite fun =] after school kangwei and kenneth went to do their things first before they come to my house .. but in the end friends and i go out together first cos kenneth still in school dunno do what zzz after kenneth come find us after he bath finish =] then we follow kangwei to his house cos he need take things and change also !! so we waited and after that we take bus and mrt to my house=]
durin the mrt ride i bluff kenneth and kangwei that we stopping onli at bedok mrt but actually is eunos de haha =] they really believe me that we stop at bedok ... so when we reach eunos i went out and they thought i will come back but i think not and they run out fast haha so funny =D they must be angry that i bluff them =x
went to wait for my bus 60 =] wait for awhile and the bus came... i tired so i say i rest awhile first then kenneth was talking to 'someone' and kangwei listen music is it? haha kangwei wallet spoil and so he call me help keep his coins =] finally got some coins in my wallet ! actually no money de =[ haha i bluff them again say tat we missed our stop HAHA ! they were lik so fedup lor =] but joking onli la relax ~~~~
i mop floor then they play ps3 haha we hungry and we go down eat =] then kenneth thoat pain so we went 7-11 to buy sweets for him =] two pics i took =] haha then before that i and kangwei paiseh kenneth haha ! so funny lor we run away then he cannot find us =] but in the end we go back find him haha =] play play play and sleep wor =] did not sleep long enough zzz
the next morning we wake up and take bus to bedok reservoir park and ready for cross country lor =] so muddy ! shoes dirty hais somemore i wear white shoes =[ haha anyway after cross country went back home wit friends =] baby also got go =D i was happy!! =] baby run so fast and she got 6th =] good rite? i so noob i 30 plus =[ haha nvm =] try another next time !! so happy baby pei me wor =DDDDDDD i love you baby =D
then reach my house we play awhile then kangwei bath and i bath then we go out =D kenneth and his friends go out first then we take cab to baby house there =] meet our friends lor .... so sianz haha but nvm lor nth to do also =] play play play ? quite sianz also ... then after go tiong mac find baby =] i went bought things to eat then after that send baby home =] she going back indonesia =[ i miss her so much ! =[ but she nid go hais she need pei her mother and she happy then i also must try happy ..

@ 3:14 PM
@ 3:00 PM
Green...

Red...


Blue...




NeWater! =]

Sorry readers =] lazy to update for the past few days cos maybe no time? or busy ? haha mostly is lazy =X so lets get into it =] er Tuesday quite boring ? cos i 7 plus then reach home? haha anyway right after school we went for our Learning Journey.... we went to NeWater lor so far haha from outram go till near Singapore expo there already lor o.o

went there listen to her speaker .. talk talk talk zzz so boring haha still nid walk from one place to another zzz so take some boring pics lor =] that all for tuesday haha
Monday, March 2, 2009 @ 8:43 PM
This few days, things were not going the way i wanted hais =[ my plan monday to friday is for school days , saturday is for friends or girlfriend and sunday is family outing ... did not go well as i had no time to pei my baby =[ sorry baby i was not baby to pei u this few days hais i try to make up ok?

sorry baby i was not able to pei u this few days =[ i know our relationship is lik drifting apart and we more lik friends than couples ... but baby althought i cannot pei u but my heart will always be with u de =x and i will always love you de ! =] i will cherish my time with u and love you every moment of my life =D BABY 我爱你 ! i will not leave you de and i will stay by ur side =] I LOVE YOU MUACKS <33333333>

hope our relationship can last long baby =D